.: What I Feel For You My Baby :.

Even when we are now apart
And distance feels so far
We are still together, Love
For I am and your Daddy where you are

You can feel me near
In the evening breeze
I am right there with you
In the wind through the trees

Or in the clouds above
High up in the skies
Look real close, my Baby
You will see me through your eyes

And when you feel a flutter
Deep within your heart
Remember, it is me right there
For of you, I am a part...

Even I didnt hold you until you're born...
You know that I love you...
Because Your're my Baby...
The apple of mine and your daddy...

Ps : for my unborn baby..I'm sorry that I couldn't take care of you...but...I knew ...that you knew how I love you

.: puisi untuk temankuh :.

Seorang teman baru saja telpon memberi tau bahwa hatinya sedang pedih...----ceile bahasanya----tadi temankuh itu pake bahasanya itu...jadi akuh sih cuma tinggal nulisin doang...lalu mulai lah dia bercerita apapun yang telah membuat hatinya pedih....gak etis rasanya kalo akuh ceritakan disini....

Hendriani...this one for you ..... Semoga cepat selesai masalah lo yah...yang sabar ajah sayang... :

Heartache, and heartbreak go hand in hand when a relationship ends..
Your confidence is shattered, your pride is broken, and the light at the end
of the tunnel seems too distant to even try to reach. The good news, is that
it all eventually gets better. Days, weeks, or months. We all handle break
ups differently. While some seemingly pick up and move on very quickly,
others tend to wallow in self pity and depression for a very long time.

The quickest way to lessen the heartbreak in my experiences is to accept
the pain, and allow yourself to grieve. Don't try to bury it and act as if the
heartache isn't there. It eventually needs to be released. Write a
heartbreak poem and let your feelings go. Accept the things that you
cannot change. Nobody is perfect, and try to learn from mistakes that you
may have made in your relationship. You have grown as a person, and
your next mate will surely see it.

.: Ich bin eine dumm :.

Ich bin eine dumm..

Ein neuer Tag
Eine neue Nacht
Ein neues Wort
Ein neuer Kampf

Der mir Leid tut..

Ein neuer Versuch
Ein neuer Weg
Eine neue Lüge

Es ist einfach zu verletzen und schwer zu heilen
Ich wünsche, er würdet versuchen, mir das Gefühl zu geben
Dass er sich um mich kümmerst

Wie kann ich es ungeschehen machen
Was kann ich tun? gar nichts..oder?
Wie kann ich dieses Gefühl aufhalten
In ihn drin

Wenn ich es ungeschehen machen könnte
Würdet er da sein?
Ich glaube nicht mehr, weil er nicht mehr da ist..

Ich stehe immer noch unter Seinem Bann
Denkt er noch an mich?

Eine neue Chance
Um sich zu irren
Ein neues Versprechen
Um es einzuhalten
Reue und Trauer
Vielleicht Liebe
Vielleicht Begierde
Glaubt er
Vertraut er
In mich und ein Morgen

Machst du dir immer noch Gedanken um uns
Was kann ich tun?
gar nichts..

Um unsere guten Zeiten zu dir zurückzubringen

Ich wünschte, ich könnte es einfach ungeschehen machen

will ich?
vielleicht ich will, aber ich kann nicht..
vielleicht ich kann, aber ich will nicht..

Warum, warum frag' ich mich noch?
dumm, oder?

ja..natuerlich..ich bin eine grosse dumm..

Puisi ini pernah akuh berikan buat seseorang dimasa lalu akuh...dia begitu baik sama akuh...tadi dia nelpon dan ngasih kabar tentang dia...gak tau kenapa..akuh hanya ingin posting ajah ini puisi...

.: Good Friends :.

GooD FriendS

Good Friends Are Hard To Find.

Good Friends Are Easy To Love.

Good Friends Are Presents That

Last Forever And That Feel

Like Gifts From Above


Good Friends Are One In A Million.

Good Friends Are Stories To Share.

Good Friends Know The Path To Your

Happiness, And They Walk With You

All The Way There.

Good Friends Are Lives Overlapping.

Good Friends Are Laughter And Tears.

Good Friends Are Emotions So Deep

That The Trust Just Keeps Growing

Over The Years.


Good Friends Are Hard To Find.

Good Friends Are Easy To Adore.

And You've Been Such A Good Friend To Me

...That I Could Ask For Nothing More.


Thanks for Being Such a Wonderful Friend


A friend is

1% FUNNY

2% SWEET

3% CARING

4% LOVING and

90% GOOD-LOOKING.

THAT'S WHY I AM UR FRIEND

REMEMBER ME IN YOUR PRAYERS

.: hidup :.

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,

When funds are low and the debts are high,

And you want to smile but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about,

When he might have won if he’d stuck it out.

Don’t give up, though the pace seems slow -

You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer thanIt seems to a faint and faltering man;

Often the struggler has given up

When he might have captured the victor’s cup,

And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,

How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out -

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are -

It may be near when it seems afar;

So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit -

It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit.

Author Unknown

Got this Poems...and made me thinked...hidup itu penuh dengan keajaiban yang kita sendiripun tak tau kapan akan benar2 seperti yang kita inginkan...yang penting adalah kita jangan pernah berhenti untuk terus mencapai yang terbaik...dan kita jadi berfikir lagi..apa saja yang sudah kita capai selama ini???...

hmmmm....

.: Puisi Kehidupan :.

Hidup ini adalah mudah!

Menjalani kehidupan ini adalah sesuatu yang mudah. Cuma manusia sahaja yang merumitkannya!

Kita sudah tidak tahu untuk berfikir secara mudah! Kita sudah terperangkap dengan cara pemikiran dan sudut pandangan yang rumit. Kita sudah terpedaya dengan berbagai2 ideologi yang rumit lagi merumitkan fikiran dan membebankan!

Sebab itu, kita menjadi rumit!
Sebab itu hidup kita menjadi rumit!
Yang akhirnya cuma tinggal memikul beban pemikiran didalam kehidupan kerana kebodohan diri kita sendiri.
Kebodohan kerana tidak tahu berfikir secara mudah dan simple.
Kebodohan kerana tidak tahu hidup dengan mudah dan simple!
Kebodohan kerana tidak mempunyai ideologi hidup yang mudah lagi simple!

Hidup ini penuh dengan propaganda!
Kita sudah terlalu terpengaruh dan dipenuhi dengan percampuran dengan ramai manusia2 yang rumit yang memperopangandakan idea2 hidup yang rumit!
Ada yang terlalu berfikir untuk berjaya didalam hidupnya!
Ada yang terlalu berfikir untuk menjadi kaya-raya dan hidup mewah didalam hidup ini.
Ada yang terlalu berfikir untuk mencapai sesuatu kejayaan didalam hidup mereka.

Macam2 propaganda!
Macam2 idea tentang kehidupan!
Macam2 saranan dan cadangan..!

Masing2 telah bekerja keras dan berfikir bersungguh sehingga menjadi rumit dan kusut!
Berfikir....terus berfikir...fikir...fikir...sehingga kepenatan dan menjadi rumit!
Berusaha...terus berusaha....usaha...usaha.... sehingga keletihan dan menjadi stress!

Ini semua kerana faktor keadaan sekeliling yang penuh dengan orang2 yang rumit lagi bodoh!
Bodoh kerana tidak tahu tentang ideologi kehidupan yang mudah lagi simple!
Bodoh tentang betapa mudahnya kehidupan ini!
Bodoh kerana terlalu mengikutkan hawa-nafsu kedunian!
Bodoh kerana tidak sedar bahawa kematian itu pasti tiba tidak kira sesiapa dan pada bila2 masa sahaja!

Aku kata sekali lagi bahwa hidup ini adalah mudah!
Kerana kita mempunyai ideologi hidup yang mudah lagi simple!
Ideologi kita ialah ....hidup ini cuma untuk beribadat kepada Tuhan kita dan berbuat baik kepada sesama manusia!
Menyembah Tuhan dan berbuat baik kepada manusia itu adalah sesuatu yang mudah dan simple!

Kita tidak memerlukan kekayaan dan kemewahan hidup untuk menyembah Tuhan kita!
Kita tidak memerlukan banyak kepandaian untuk meneruskan hidup buat menyembah Tuhan kita!
Kita tidak memerlukan gaya hidup mewah atau jawatan2 tinggi untuk menyembah Tuhan kita!
Yang kita perlukan ialah sekeping hati yang jujur lagi ikhlas didalam hidup ini buat menyembah Tuhan kita!
Itulah lah dia satu ideologi hidup yang amat mudah lagi simple yang sesuai untuk semua manusia didunia ini yang berakal waras!

Ideologi yang amat mudah lagi simple..!
Ideologi hidup menyembah Tuhan dan berbuat baik sesama manusia!
Dan kita tidak memerlukan ideologi2 lain yang merumitkan kepala yang penuh dikuasai oleh hawa-nafsu yang membebankan diri kita dan kehidupan kita!

TULISAN ini aku ambil dari blog..
http://cerpen.blogspirit.com/

gak bisa tidurrrrrr...almost midnight...suami dah terlelap...aku sama sekali belum ngantuk...browsing sana sini...dapat lah satu puisi bagus ini di : http://cerpen.blogspirit.com/ bagus puisinya, dan kenapa aku pasang gambar pinsil berwarna ini...karena...aku pikir...hidup didunia ini penuh dengan warna...tapi, sebagai manusia kita harus benar-benar bisa mewarnai hidup kita supaya kita bisa berbahagia...namun tak hanya kehidupan kita di dunia saja yang mesti kita warnai...kehidupan di akhirat nanti pun kita harus bisa mulai mewarnainya dari sekarang....semoga puisi ini dapat jadi satu renungan untuk kita semua agar bisa menjalani hidup yang pernuh warna ini....

,: ini buat kamu rine :.

Seorang teman baru saja menutup teleponnya...dia secara panjang kali lebar bercerita tentang kepedihan hatinya karena baru saja putus dari pacarnya...actually i dont know what to say to her...i only can hear and hear to everything that she said...and also give her comforts so at least she wont feel depressed any more...

Rin...this poem is for you...i hope you be tough...there are plenty new mates around you...

Heartache, and heartbreak go hand in hand when a relationship ends..
Your confidence is shattered, your pride is broken, and the light at the end
of the tunnel seems too distant to even try to reach. The good news, is that
it all eventually gets better. Days, weeks, or months. We all handle break
ups differently. While some seemingly pick up and move on very quickly,
others tend to wallow in self pity and depression for a very long time.

The quickest way to lessen the heartbreak in my experiences is to accept
the pain, and allow yourself to grieve. Don't try to bury it and act as if the
heartache isn't there. It eventually needs to be released. Write a
heartbreak poem and let your feelings go. Accept the things that you
cannot change. Nobody is perfect, and try to learn from mistakes that you
may have made in your relationship. You have grown as a person, and
your next mate will surely see it.

.: If :.

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling--

.: poems for her ".

Once...I have a bestfriend...whereever i go..she's with me...we've been through lots of things together...we've shared so many things that i treat her like my own sister...but one day...she hurted me a lot...and i cant accept it...so i decided to break the friendship we had...

this poem is for her...even though i already forgive her...but still i cant accept her anymore in my life....

I will not remember all the days
when I was there with you,
and remembering my smile and my laughter?

A portrait of my existence

lies deep within your heart,
cherishing the memories we once shared.

But i decided

nothing is worth keeping,
I wont mind to loose the special dream we once held.

Love will never die...but my love for you is dead....
Love is deep inside...but my love for you is nothing now...

Friendships are not forever between you and me.
So..don't Remember my love for you.

I used to say :"I am always there,
watching over you..To give inspiration
and strength when you may fail in a world of fears."...
But now..I wont do that any more...

You will Just continue to dream
and breathe the wonders of life,
striving to be who you want to be?

And you will only succumb to the defeats in life, failing to never overcome?
Dreams will never die...But for you...Dreams will only come for a while and wont last long..

Strength is deep inside...But you will never have that strength...

Friendships are forever....but its not between me and you....
You choosed the way that you think thats the best for you...
You prefer to loosed the friendship...

So...I decided to kick you out of my life...

jahat yah ??? but she hurted me a lot....

.: poems from someone :.

I was surprised to get an email from my old friend, "K" in atlanta,he send me poems and long email telling me how much he missed me and want me back...he kinda crazy...I never really have feeling for him, I always treated him same like my other friend...not more than a friend...but he kept insist that he want me for himself...

hehehhehe...but glad to know that I'm still have an admirer...hehehhehe...every woman loves to know that she have admirer right???

welll this is the poems that he sent....


I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU
I MEAN IT
I REALY DONT HAVE A CLUE....
YOUR MY WORLD,
YOUR MY EVERY BREATH...
AND YOU MY EVERY THING!!!
I KNOW THAT I CAN TALK TO YOU ABOUT WHAT EVER...
YOU'LL BE THERE TO MAKE EVERY THING BETTER..
BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND...
I MEAN YOUR MY WOMAN...
I KNOW YOU'LL BE THERE IN TOUGHT TIMES
JUST TO HOLD MY HAND...
I KNOW THAT ALL KINDS PEOPLE KEEP TALKING ABOUT YOU
AND ABOUT YOUR HUSBAND
THEY CAN SAY WAT THEY LIKE
BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU THEY CAN NOT MAKE ME TO FORGET YOU
IT DONT MATTER WHAT THEY SAY
BECAUSE I KNOW EVERY THINGS GONNA BE ALL RIGHT
I'M SURVIVE WITH THE FEELING I HAVE FOR YOU....

.: sometimes when i think of you :.

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is were I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Ps : 1 dasawarsa udah kita lewati ..banyak hal yang udah kita lalui...manis pahitnya pacran banyak kita hadapi...di bulan kelima pernikahan kita ini...aku cuma mau bilang...semoga Allah tetep menunjukan cinta Nya selalu buat kita berdua...agar kita tetap bisa lalui hari2 bersama selalu...doaku akan selalu teriring buat kamu ta...love you ta...

.: sebuah puisi yang sangat indah :.

Anakku,…
Bila ibu boleh memilih
Apakah ibu berbadan langsing atau berbadan besar karena mengandungmu
Maka ibu akan memilih mengandungmu…
Karena dalam mengandungmu ibu merasakan keajaiban dan kebesaran Allah

Sembilan bulan nak,… engkau hidup di perut ibu
Engkau ikut kemanapun ibu pergi
Engkau ikut merasakan ketika jantung ibu berdetak karena kebahagiaan
Engkau menendang rahim ibu ketika engkau merasa tidak nyaman, karena ibu kecewa dan berurai air mata…

Anakku,…
Bila ibu boleh memilih apakah ibu harus operasi caesar, atau ibu harus berjuang melahirkanmu
Maka ibu memilih berjuang melahirkanmu
Karena menunggu dari jam ke jam, menit ke menit kelahiranmu
Adalah seperti menunggu antrian memasuki salah satu pintu surga
Karena kedahsyatan perjuanganmu untuk mencari jalan ke luar ke dunia sangat ibu rasakan
Dan saat itulah kebesaran Allah menyelimuti kita berdua
Malaikat tersenyum diantara peluh dan erangan rasa sakit,
Yang tak pernah bisa ibu ceritakan kepada siapapun

Dan ketika engkau hadir, tangismu memecah dunia
Saat itulah… saat paling membahagiakan
Segala sakit & derita sirna melihat dirimu yang merah,
Mendengarkan ayahmu mengumandangkan adzan,
Kalimat syahadat kebesaran Allah dan penetapan hati tentang junjungan kita Rasulullah di telinga mungilmu

Anakku,…
Bila ibu boleh memilih apakah ibu berdada indah, atau harus bangun tengah malam untuk menyusuimu,
Maka ibu memilih menyusuimu,
Karena dengan menyusuimu ibu telah membekali hidupmu dengan tetesan-tetesan dan tegukan tegukan yang sangat berharga
Merasakan kehangatan bibir dan badanmu didada ibu dalam kantuk ibu,
Adalah sebuah rasa luar biasa yang orang lain tidak bisa rasakan
Anakku,…
Bila ibu boleh memilih duduk berlama-lama di ruang rapat
Atau duduk di lantai menemanimu menempelkan puzzle
Maka ibu memilih bermain puzzle denganmu
Tetapi anakku…
Hidup memang pilihan…
Jika dengan pilihan ibu, engkau merasa sepi dan merana
Maka maafkanlah nak…
Maafkan ibu…
Maafkan ibu…
Percayalah nak, ibu sedang menyempurnakan puzzle kehidupan kita,
Agar tidak ada satu kepingpun bagian puzzle kehidupan kita yang hilang
Percayalah nak…
Sepi dan ranamu adalah sebagian duka ibu
Percayalah nak…
Engkau adalah selalu menjadi belahan nyawa ibu…

Sumber : Ratih Sanggarwati (Ratih Sang)

Jakarta

, 21 Agustus 2004
lihat ; KCM- Ratih Sanggarwati: Puisi Untuk Si Kecil

puisi ini gue dapetin waktu gue iseng2 browsing internet barusan...and langsung ajah gue pikir gue posting disini...kata2nya indah bangettttt...gue jadi mikir...wahhh segitu besarnya peranan seorang ibu dalam hidup gue...dan gue juga berharap gue akan bisa berperan besar dalam hidup anak gue nantinya...hehehhehehe...

pas gue posting, gue bingung..mau pasang gambar apaan...sementara gue sendiri belum punya anak...yah udah gue add ajah deh foto gue sama ponakan gue yang paling cantik sedunia...

hmmmm... " GOD...I want a baby soon....amien.... "

.:: A Prayer ::.

huhhhhhhh...what a day...very tiring...today, on the 2nd day of fasting month i did'nt fasting...i got my periods this morning.. :(

as i arrived at home..i open my mails and then went for a little browsing while my husband is starting to get to sleep...

and...i found an email from a friend, she wrote this lovely pray....and i think its good to be posted here because this pray is so nice...

God......

Thank you for blessing the road I walk on
That I'm walking on
I'm sorry for every mistake I fall on
Can't help but fall

You've changed this heart in me
And I know, I can always count on you
To give me the signs

In the wind on my face
Each time I try to run
From the sight of your grace
From the wrongs I have done

You shine down your light
Each time I need a guide
I say to hearts in despair
There's an answer to a prayer

Give me true love in my life, a peaceful mind
Save me from harm
Pull me back if I ever try to walk away
Don't let me stray

You've changed this heart in me
And I know I can always count on you
To give me the signs

In the wind on my face
Each time I try to run
From the sight of your grace
From the wrongs I have done

You shine down your light
Each time I need a guide
I say to hearts in despair
There's an answer to a prayer
Say to all hearts in despair, there's an answer to a prayer

You've changed this heart in me
And I know I can always count on you
To hear my prayers

You shine down your light
And I know there's an answer to a prayer

You shine down your light
Each time I need a guide
I say to hearts in despair
There's an answer to a prayer

dear aline....thanks for the email...i hope everything will turns out different in your way and then you will find your true happiness...